That’s not love…

I loved being loaded

I loved not feeling

I loved not being present

I loved not caring

I loved blacking out

I loved forgeting
…All because I couldn’t stand myself.
I love the drink and the drug because they took me to the brink of death so that I could learn how to live. 

Now I know what love truly is and I love me.
~ S.D. 
“To have loved and lost is better than to never have loved at all.”

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