I’m a bottomless pit, obsessed with self gratification and desire.
I can never be fulfilled or satiated.
My wants are unrealistic expectations that become fodder for my resentment.
The problem lies at the core of my being- my definition of happiness and why I am on this earth.
Self serving only fosters more emptiness.
Serving self only feeds my sickness, making me want more.
Show me a new direction, a new design for living.
Teach me to enjoy what is, instead of lamenting what is not; or waiting for that which may never be.
Let me exist, whole and complete in this moment.
Help me serve the Greater Good and do the next right thing.